relaxation to gaming~
Last fri had the most relaxing day at ECP~ it was suppose to be a exercise day but xiu and i ended up buying food and had a small picnic.. den wat comes after meal? NAP!! lol! the weather was wonderful~ PERFECT! There's sun.. yet not too bright~ and there's wind~ which made the environment very cool.. very smoothin~ best time for NAP! xiu like slept slightly over an hr.. and i slept like 1/2 an hr.. all thanks to the kids shouting here and there.. snore~ but it was more den enuff...
So that gave me the energy to do a little huntin during sat afternoon to look for a zi char stall in AMK that was featured in the TV.. the food look damn nice la.. i like saw the wrong blk and got off 1 stop earlier.. made me walked under the hot hot sun... snore~~~~ but hey~ i got the name card and the other branch~ which meanssssssss i dun hve to go to the AMK 1!!! best thin they got tel no. as well~ gotta try someday~
Mon did some work in sch.. like woOOOaH~~ finally sia~~ since xiu is goin to be busy for the week.. i started making plans.. although abit sian diao.. cos tue supposed planned to do somethin 1.. but anyway.. nvm.. shall enjoy~~ sms'ed tons of ppl.. and today we met up to play L4D~!! wah.. it was like more den 1/2 a yr nv play L4D with peeps liao la.. played all the afternoon... until onli left me at gib durin evenin time.. sian diao again~~~ we went off at 7 plus for dinner.. den walk walk lor.. den went home.. i think janice is goin to get it from 1hin when he comes back.. "tell u play L4d u say dun wan.. den now u go lan L4D.. hmpt~" hahahaha....
trip home shld be most borin thin.. but i was like sort of pissed off... cos this lady.. dress nicely.. had a big big shopping ball fully loaded.. stand behind me.. all the sudden~~~~ her bag dunno how.. just scrap pass my ankle portion of the leg~ i acted cool and man~~~ look back for split sec den turn back cont to use my hp... but actually.. IT WAS FREAKIN PAINFUL~~ the pain lasted me all the way home.. even when i shower it was freakin painful! lucky the cutS weren't deep.. but real reason i was sort of pissed.. is becos she didn't even bother to say sorry~~ and she knew her bag hit me la... but.. again.. very cool.. very man.. i sat down cont to use my phone.. hahahaha... oh well.. just my luck..
A cute smile for tonite and tml~ (looks damn fake and is fake.... HAHAHA! HECK~!!) hmm wat shall i do tml.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm =D
So that gave me the energy to do a little huntin during sat afternoon to look for a zi char stall in AMK that was featured in the TV.. the food look damn nice la.. i like saw the wrong blk and got off 1 stop earlier.. made me walked under the hot hot sun... snore~~~~ but hey~ i got the name card and the other branch~ which meanssssssss i dun hve to go to the AMK 1!!! best thin they got tel no. as well~ gotta try someday~
Mon did some work in sch.. like woOOOaH~~ finally sia~~ since xiu is goin to be busy for the week.. i started making plans.. although abit sian diao.. cos tue supposed planned to do somethin 1.. but anyway.. nvm.. shall enjoy~~ sms'ed tons of ppl.. and today we met up to play L4D~!! wah.. it was like more den 1/2 a yr nv play L4D with peeps liao la.. played all the afternoon... until onli left me at gib durin evenin time.. sian diao again~~~ we went off at 7 plus for dinner.. den walk walk lor.. den went home.. i think janice is goin to get it from 1hin when he comes back.. "tell u play L4d u say dun wan.. den now u go lan L4D.. hmpt~" hahahaha....
trip home shld be most borin thin.. but i was like sort of pissed off... cos this lady.. dress nicely.. had a big big shopping ball fully loaded.. stand behind me.. all the sudden~~~~ her bag dunno how.. just scrap pass my ankle portion of the leg~ i acted cool and man~~~ look back for split sec den turn back cont to use my hp... but actually.. IT WAS FREAKIN PAINFUL~~ the pain lasted me all the way home.. even when i shower it was freakin painful! lucky the cutS weren't deep.. but real reason i was sort of pissed.. is becos she didn't even bother to say sorry~~ and she knew her bag hit me la... but.. again.. very cool.. very man.. i sat down cont to use my phone.. hahahaha... oh well.. just my luck..
A cute smile for tonite and tml~ (looks damn fake and is fake.... HAHAHA! HECK~!!) hmm wat shall i do tml.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm =D
in my world ... at 11:04 PM
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> Wednesday, September 23, 2009
mother's day~
borin.. borin.. borin.. hahaa.. like didn't do much past few days.. except for a super long walk on monday to keep fit a little...
Today spent some quality time with mum.. yes.. she wun be workin for couple of days which is like i finally get to eat home cook food for more den a day.. hahaha.. went to update my address at the bank.. which i shld hve done like dunno how many yrs.. den now i realise why the internet banking nv send me any password.. knn.. all send to my old address.. lucky nothin disappear from my bank account.. phew~ den did some shoppin at ntuc with mum.. got home.. went out after dinner.. and chilled out a bit..
Hmm~ that shld be abt all... lol~ and the smile for the day~ *wink wink*~
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> Sunday, September 20, 2009
1 YR PF 2008 ANNIVERSARY~
1 yr lo~~ pf peeps still hanging out together.. and its great that we always have fun each time... wanted to hve dinner at zhen fa.. at least that was the plan la.. but the rest of them were full on Udder's ice cream and zhen fa was like woohoo! packed! totally forgt it was a weekend.. ended up in a so called "my shop".. xin wang HONG KONG cafe.. not the bloody taiwan piece of shit that ripped me off... arg~
After dinner we didn't really planned anythin.. but the funnie thin was.. every time we stop at a spot.. we will start tokin.. and its like endless la.. we even talked outside the toilet.. laffin away.. until like we realise we were blockin the way... anyway.. wanted to watch a movie but we somehow got lost in novena.. haha.. makin wrong turns and stuff... wasted alot of time before we got to town... no more walkin man.. haha.. and its like shermin no bus home.. so we decided just chill around.. played arcade awhile~ den went home.. basically.. 3/4 of the time.. we spend tokin and tokin and tokin.. hahaha..
For 1 yr anni.. i decided to upload a vid on fb.. unglam vid~ hahaha.. 1HIN i still got your national anthem hor!! muahahahaha
wah like after sooo long.. i finally manage to eat home cooked food.. my mum been workin late.. and i kept eatin packed food... the taste and feel is like so diff la.. and my mum updated my bankbook... FINALLY~~ my attachment money is in! wooohoo!! time to spend wor~~ of cos not all la.. haha...
Think tonite hve to sleep in earlier.. tml exercisin... like finally.. after days of food food food... really need to cut down on the fats...
A lovely pic for a good nite rest... 
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> Saturday, September 19, 2009
Another day~~
A wonder nite to sleep in.. woke up feeling great~ like as though there was some inner peace within~ haha... went for a run.. felt even more refreshing! And while i sat down for breakfast.. i gave some thoughts..
True enough.. i may hve been a joke.. so wat.. those times were still great! i may hve drifted.. but those were still wonderful experience... i remembered some1 used to say..
"regardless of how sad or unhappy those memories were.. dun forget them.. live with them.. keep in your heart.. and used them to weave a better tml"
*nod nod* and.. i still dun think i can be those kind of selfish ass.. who thinks abt themselves only.. hahaha.. my heart is too soft.. just gif a slightly teary eyes.. just a little word, please~ and damn... i will say ok... so heck.. i'll just stay the way i am.. and even if i'm really at the losing end.. screw it~~~~~~~ someday i will definitely be recieving the winning price..
BUT~ the part about my parents checking my on results.. arg~~ really piss me off.. worse part i feel they hve the rights to do it... snore...
After a conference call last nite... now i noe what the issue was.. and yes i was referring to you guys in the previous post... and damn.. you guys stalkin on me isit.. so fast read my new blog... anyway... please do let me noe the problems in the future.. dun just shut off like tt.. after all we spent yrs together.. we done tons of thins for each other... and i'm really glad that we had that conference.. and the very fact u guys still read.. i'm still in your worlds.. BUT!! now u guys owe me 1 for makin me feel left out~!! haha...
ok~ meeting up PF 2008 peeps later for dinner~~ woohooo!! been such a long time we had a gathering.. a little bit sad not alot could make it.. but hell~ we always have fun regardless of no. of people!
Last thing~~~ i am happy.. with the past few years and months.. though times have been tough.. but i felt i had more laughter den tears...
A unique smile for the day~ lmao~
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> Friday, September 18, 2009
New home..
A new home finally.. was almost goin to quit doin this after like wat.. 2 or 3 months of constant trying.. i had so much to say.. that its all piling up like hell.. yet rite now i dunno where to start from... crap...
Thins have been.... hmmm... complicated.. people around me.. things around me.. everythin is complicated.. and its so messy that i feel that my life is in a mess... as i struggle on the outside (to look cool~) i'm actually not doin so well on the inside.. i guess that years of stress is actually workin on me now... yes.. i'm tokin about stress... nobody will eva noe the amount of stress i'm facin.. aimin for the best in studies.. to actually proof that wateva choice i made was the right one.. every semester i may look like as if its not an issue to me.. but deep down.. i'm afraid... i'm soooo afraid that before the date of exam result release.. i can't sleep for few nites..
My parents hve high expectation.. my sis is worried.. people around me constantly askin.. with the success case of my cousin from poly to uni.. its like i cannot afford to fail.. last sem.. i got a 3.6gpa out of 4.. WOOHOO! 3.6 wor~~ SCREW IT! i was dishearten... i noe that the fact every1 didn't do well.. but i felt.. its my own result.. i reap it.. which means.. if i had work even harder.. i could hve surpass that score..
Speakin about parents.. today i got.. i saw my dad with my result slip which was mailed to me.. he was READING it... to put it in a easier context.. he was CHECKING it.. ha... wat a joke.. thats a amount of trust they hve in me... well done... very well done.. mayb it applies to all others as well.. i felt that.. no matter how close physically they are. to you.. they are actually not close at all... you can spend more den half a day with them.. and they wun feel a thin.. you can do hundreds of thins for them.. still they wun feel a thin.. i'm not even the sort that need a form of return.. but i just feel that my presence in their lives at all.. sad.................
"So close yet so far".. thats how i would like to phrase it... mayb i'm just not needed around.. and if thats the case.. there's nothin more that i can say.. mayb livin more selfishly... more self centred would be better.. afterall.. at the end.. its you.. yourself who you are living for..
Today i reflected on myself.. i'm a joke.. seriously..
Well.. down times are really hard on me.. but thats not to say i didn't enjoyed these few yrs.. these few months.. but.. i dunno.. if i'm actually happy or not...
Ok la.. mayb the accumulated stress is makin me too sensitive.. think positive.. think positive.. or i'll go mad...
Ok~ Lets just stop here for now.. before i need to take medication..
Thins have been.... hmmm... complicated.. people around me.. things around me.. everythin is complicated.. and its so messy that i feel that my life is in a mess... as i struggle on the outside (to look cool~) i'm actually not doin so well on the inside.. i guess that years of stress is actually workin on me now... yes.. i'm tokin about stress... nobody will eva noe the amount of stress i'm facin.. aimin for the best in studies.. to actually proof that wateva choice i made was the right one.. every semester i may look like as if its not an issue to me.. but deep down.. i'm afraid... i'm soooo afraid that before the date of exam result release.. i can't sleep for few nites..
My parents hve high expectation.. my sis is worried.. people around me constantly askin.. with the success case of my cousin from poly to uni.. its like i cannot afford to fail.. last sem.. i got a 3.6gpa out of 4.. WOOHOO! 3.6 wor~~ SCREW IT! i was dishearten... i noe that the fact every1 didn't do well.. but i felt.. its my own result.. i reap it.. which means.. if i had work even harder.. i could hve surpass that score..
Speakin about parents.. today i got.. i saw my dad with my result slip which was mailed to me.. he was READING it... to put it in a easier context.. he was CHECKING it.. ha... wat a joke.. thats a amount of trust they hve in me... well done... very well done.. mayb it applies to all others as well.. i felt that.. no matter how close physically they are. to you.. they are actually not close at all... you can spend more den half a day with them.. and they wun feel a thin.. you can do hundreds of thins for them.. still they wun feel a thin.. i'm not even the sort that need a form of return.. but i just feel that my presence in their lives at all.. sad.................
"So close yet so far".. thats how i would like to phrase it... mayb i'm just not needed around.. and if thats the case.. there's nothin more that i can say.. mayb livin more selfishly... more self centred would be better.. afterall.. at the end.. its you.. yourself who you are living for..
Today i reflected on myself.. i'm a joke.. seriously..
Well.. down times are really hard on me.. but thats not to say i didn't enjoyed these few yrs.. these few months.. but.. i dunno.. if i'm actually happy or not...
Ok la.. mayb the accumulated stress is makin me too sensitive.. think positive.. think positive.. or i'll go mad...
Ok~ Lets just stop here for now.. before i need to take medication..
in my world ... at 9:24 PM
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